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My Native Heath

It was bitter cold as I set forth, after an absence of more than twenty years, on a visit to my native heath[1] over two thousand li away.

It was in the deep of winter, and as I neared my destination, the sky became overcast and a cold wind began to moan through the boat. Looking through the cracks in the mat covering, I saw a few dismal and forlorn villages scattered over the landscape under a pale yellow sky, without any signs of life, and I could not help but experience a feeling of sadness.

Ah, this could not be the countryside that had been constantly in my thoughts for the past twenty years!

The country that I remembered was entirely different and so much better than this. But when I tried to recall its particular beauty and describe its special merits, I could think of none, and I realized that it was, after all, about as I now beheld it. My native heath, I explained to myself, must have been like this always. It might not have made any progress, but there was nothing particularly sad about it; it appeared so to me only because of the state of my own feelings, which was not exactly cheerful on the occasion of this visit.

  1. Though heath may sound more Scottish than English, there is no better equivalent for the Chinese term ku-hsiang (literally, "old country"), which can be town or country and indicates an indefinite region or district rather than any specific place.