after my neighbour, and certainly my brother Alban is my neighbour. I know that, because, although I love Alban, I find it not half so pleasant to be with him as to be with Gerard. It requires a little self denial. But I promised Alban to stay with him until his marriage, and he will not marry yet for half a year. If he were not so fond of me I would ask him to let me go; but he cannot spare me, and he must not be left all alone. He would be miserable if I were not with him, and I should be selfish if I were to leave him. Yet Gerard is always so anxious. He can never wait even for little things. I do not know how I shall persuade him to agree with me. But I must remember what Father Paul has said; and I must do it. First, I must serve the good God; then I must take care of my brother Alban; and then I may go to Gerard. How easy all that would seem if only I could reverse matters! First Gerard——— But no! I am sinning already first the good God. Yes; I will try to do as Father Paul says. But
