"Why? Can you ask? Think what it would have been to go down to Framley Court, and to tell her ladyship in the course of conversation that I was engaged to her son. Think of Lady Lufton. But yet it was not that, Fanny. Had I thought that it was good for him, that he would not have repented, I would have braved any thing for his sake—even your frown, for you would have frowned. You would have thought it sacrilege for me to marry Lord Lufton! You know you would."
Mrs. Robarts hardly knew how to say what she thought, or, indeed, what she ought to think. It was a matter on which much meditation would be required before she could give advice, and there was Lucy expecting counsel from her at that very moment. If Lord Lufton really loved Lucy Robarts, and was loved by Lucy Robarts, why should not they two become man and wife? And yet she did feel that it would be—perhaps, not sacrilege, as Lucy had said, but something almost as troublesome. What would Lady Lufton say, or think, or feel? What would she say, and think, and feel as to that parsonage from which so deadly a blow would fall upon her? Would she not accuse the vicar and the vicar's wife of the blackest ingratitude? Would life be endurable at Framley under such circumstances as those?
"What you tell me so surprises me that I hardly as yet know how to speak about it," said Mrs. Robarts.
"It was amazing, was it not? He must have been insane at the time; there can be no other excuse made for him. I wonder whether there is any thing of that sort in the family."
"What, madness?" said Mrs. Robarts, quite in earnest.
"Well, don't you think he must have been mad when such an idea as that came into his head? But you don't believe it; I can see that. And yet it is as true as heaven. Standing exactly here, on this spot, he said that he would persevere till I accepted his love. I wonder what made me specially observe that both his feet were within the lines of that division."
"And you would not accept his love?"
"No, I would have nothing to say to it. Look you, I stood here, and, putting my hand upon my heart, for he bade me to do that, I said that I could not love him?"
"And what then?"
