ing. But Murdoch would have none of him. He had neither tact nor experience.
His time did not come until the evening was nearly over, and it would never have come if he had not at last forced her to confront him by making his way to her side with a daring which was so novel in him that it would have mastered another woman.
Near her he trembled a little, but he said what he had come to say.
"To-day," he said, "when I called—your servant told me you were not at home."
She paused a moment before answering, but when she did answer he trembled no more.
"That was unfortunate," she said.
"It was not true—I saw you at the window."
She looked him quietly in the face, answering him in two words.
"Did you?"
He turned on his heel and walked away. His brain whirled; he did not know how he got out of the room. He was scarcely conscious of existence until he found himself out-of-doors. He got beyond the gate and into the road, and to the end of the road, but there he stopped and turned back. He went back until he found he was opposite the house again, looking up at the lighted window, he did not know why. A sharp rain was falling, but he did not feel it. He stood staring at the window, mechanically plucking at the leaves on the hedge near him. He scarcely knew whether it was a curse or a sob which fell from his lips and awakened him at last.
"Am I going mad?" he said. "Do men go mad through such things? God forbid! It has all been a lie—a lie—a lie!!"
