CHAPTER XLIX.
"IF AUGHT'S FOR ME, REMEMBER IT."
Before he left the house at night, Murdoch had a brief interview with his mother.
"I am going to London as he went," he said,—"on the same errand. The end may be what it was before. I have felt very sure—but he was sure too."
"Yes," the woman answered, "he was very sure."
"I don't ask you to trust it—or me," he said. "He gave a life to it. I have not given a year, and he was the better man, a thousand-fold. I," he said, with a shadow falling on his face, "have not proved myself as he did. He never faltered from the first."
"No," she said. "Would to God he had!"
But when he went, she followed him to the door and said the words she had refused him when he had first told her he had taken the burden upon his shoulders.
"God speed you!" she said. "I will try to believe."
His plan was to go to his room, pack his case securely, and then carry it with him to the station in time to meet the late train he had decided on taking.
He let himself into the Works as usual, and found his way along the passage in the darkness, though he carried his lantern. He knew his way so well that he did not need it there. But when he reached Haworth's room and put out his hand to open the door, he stopped. His touch
