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her belief in the miracle and wonder of life. Only scorn, resentment, and hate remained—and ridicule. Life wasn‘t a miracle, a wonder. It was, for Negroes at least, only a great disappointment. Something to be got through with as best one could. No one was interested in them or helped them. God! Bah! And they were only a nuisance to other people.
Everything in her mind was hot and cold, beating and swirling about. Within her emaciated body raged disillusion. Chaotic turmoil. With the obscuring curtain of religion rent, she was able to look about her and see with shocked eyes this thing that she had done to herself. She couldn‘t, she thought ironically, even blame God for it, now that she knew that He didn‘t exist. No. No more than she could pray to Him for the death of her husband, the Reverend Mr. Pleasant Green. The white man‘s God. And His great love for all people regardless of race! What idiotic nonsense she had allowed herself to believe. How could she,
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