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saying severely: “My goodness! No! I should say you can‘t have pie. It‘s too indigestible. Maybe when you‘re better—”
“That,” assented Helga, “is what I said. Pie—by and by. That‘s the trouble.”
The nurse looked concerned. Was this an approaching relapse? Coming to the bedside, she felt at her patient‘s pulse while giving her a searching look. No. “You‘d better,” she admonished, a slight edge to her tone, “try to get a little nap. You haven‘t had any sleep today, and you can‘t get too much of it. You‘ve got to get strong, you know.”
With this Helga was in full agreement. It seemed hundreds of years since she had been strong. And she would need strength. For in some way she was determined to get herself out of this bog into which she had strayed. Or—she would have to die. She couldn‘t endure it. Her suffocation and shrinking loathing were too great. Not to be borne. Again. For she had to admit that it wasn‘t new, this feeling of dis-
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