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Ah, could the memory cast her spots, as do
  The snake's brood theirs in spring! and be once more
Wholly renew'd, to dwell i' the time that's new,
  With no reiterance of those pangs of yore.
Peace, peace! My wild song will go wandering
  Too wantonly, down paths a private pain
  Hath trodden bare. What was it jarr'd the strain?
Some crush'd illusion, left with crumpled wing

Tangled in Music's web of twinèd strings—
  That started that false note, and crack'd the tune
In its beginning. Ah, forgotten things
  Stumble back strangely! and the ghost of June
Stands by December's fire, cold, cold! and puts
  The last spark out.—How could I sing aright
  With those old airs haunting me all the night
And those old steps that sound when daylight shuts?

For back she comes, and moves reproachfully,
  The mistress of my moods, and looks bereft
(Cruel to the last!) as tho' 'twere I, not she,
  That did the wrong, and broke the spell, and left
Memory comfortless.—Away! away!
  Phantoms, about whose brows the bindweed clings,
  Hopeless regret! In thinking of these things
Some men have lost their minds, and others may.

Yet, O for one deep draught in this dull hour!
  One deep, deep draught of the departed time!
O for one brief strong pulse of ancient power,
  To beat and breathe thro' all the valves of rhyme!
Thou, Memory, with thy downward eyes, that art
  The cup-bearer of gods, pour deep and long,
  Brim all the vacant chalices of song
With health! Droop down thine urn. I hold my heart