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"THEY DESIRE A BETTER COUNTRY".
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But often in my worn life's autumn weather
I watch there with clear eyes,
And think how it will be in Paradise
When we're together.


"THEY DESIRE A BETTER COUNTRY."
I.

I WOULD not if I could undo my past,
Tho' for its sake my future is a blank;
My past for which I have myself to thank,
For all its faults and follies first and last.
I would not cast anew the lot once cast,
Or launch a second ship for one that sank,
Or drug with sweets the bitterness I drank,
Or break by feasting my perpetual fast.
I would not if I could: for much more dear
Is one remembrance than a hundred joys,
  More than a thousand hopes in jubilee;
Dearer the music of one tearful voice
  That unforgotten calls and calls to me,
"Follow me here, rise up, and follow here."

II.

What seekest thou, far in the unknown land?
In hope I follow joy gone on before;
In hope and fear persistent more and more,
As the dry desert lengthens out its sand.