WHO SHALL DELIVER ME?
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WHO SHALL DELIVER ME?
GOD strengthen me to bear myself;
That heaviest weight of all to bear.
Inalienable weight of care.
That heaviest weight of all to bear.
Inalienable weight of care.
All others are outside myself;
I lock my door and bar them out.
The turmoil, tedium, gad-about.
I lock my door and bar them out.
The turmoil, tedium, gad-about.
I lock my door upon myself,
And bar them out; but who shall wall
Self from myself, most loathed of all?
And bar them out; but who shall wall
Self from myself, most loathed of all?
If I could once lay down myself,
And start self-purged upon the race
That all must run! Death runs apace.
And start self-purged upon the race
That all must run! Death runs apace.
If I could set aside myself,
And start with lightened heart upon
The road by all men overgone!
And start with lightened heart upon
The road by all men overgone!
God harden me against myself,
This coward with pathetic voice
Who craves for ease, and rest, and joys:
This coward with pathetic voice
Who craves for ease, and rest, and joys:
