to blame for upsetting his calculations. The woman followed his eyes.
"Yes … the lamp," she assented. "Something held my face up to it, just now, when I wanted to hide. It's like as if our souls were naked under it, and there is nothing to say."
"Eh? but there is. I tell you I've thought it out so often! I've thought it all out, or almost all; and that can't mean nothing." He cleared his throat. "I've made allowances, too
" he began magnanimously.But for the moment she was not listening. "Yes, yes …" She had turned her face aside and was gazing out into the darkness. "Look at the gas-jets, Willy—in the fog. What do they remind you of? That Christmas-tree … after Dick was born…. Don't you remember how he mistook the oranges on it for lanterns and wanted to blow them out … how he kicked to get at them …"
"It's odd: I was thinking of Dick, just now, when you—when you spoke to me. The lamp put me in mind of him. I was wondering what it cost. We have nothing like it at home. Of course, if I bought one for the shop, people would talk—'drawing attention,' they'd say, after what has happened. But I thought that Dick, perhaps … when he grows up and enters the business … perhaps he might propose such a thing, and then I shan't say no. I should