473 TEN YEARS LATER. "I will tell you, sire. 1 had already once before broached this question, which is so difficult for a young girl of my age to discuss, but your majesty imposed silence on me. Your majesty belongs not to yourself alone — you are mar- ried; and every sentiment which would separate your majesty from the queen, in leading your majesty to take notice of me, will be a source of the profoundest sorrow for the queen." The king endeavored to interrupt the young girl, but she continued with a suppliant gesture. The Queen Maria, with an attachment Avhich can be so well un- derstood, follows with her eyes every step of your majesty which separates you from her. Happy enough in having had her fate united to your own, she weepingly implores Heaven to preserve you to her, and is jealous of the faintest throb of your heart bestowed elsewhere." The king again seemed anxious to speak, but again did La Valliere venture to prevent him. "Would it not, therefore, be a most blamable action," she continued, "if your majesty, a wit- ness of this anxious and disinterested affection, gave the queen any cause for her jealousy? Forgive me, sire, for the expression I have used. I well know it is impossible, or rather that it would be impossible, that the greatest queen of the whole world could be jealous of a poor girl like myself. But, though a queen, she is still a woman, and her heart, like that of any of her sex, cannot close itself against the suspicions which such as are evilly disposed insinuate. For Heaven's sake, sire, think no more of me; I am unworthy of your regard!" "Do you not know that in speaking as you have done yon change my esteem for you into admiration?" "Sire, you assume my words to be contrary to the truth; you suppose me to be better than I really am, and attach a greater merit to me than God ever intended should be the case. Spare me, sire; for, did I not know that your majesty was the most generous man in your kingdom, I should be- lieve you were jesting." "You do not, I know, fear such a thing; I am quite sure of that," exclaimed Louis. "I shall be obliged to believe it, if your majesty con- tinues to hold such language toward me." "I am most unhappy, then," said the king, in a tone of regret which was not assumed; "lam the unhappiest prince in the whole Christian world, since I am powerless to induce belief in my words, in one whom I love the best in the wide world, and who almost breaks my heart by- refusing to credit my regard for her "
