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made my way to my mother’s house, where I found her weeping for me and saying, “O my son, would I knew where thou art!” So I drew near and threw myself upon her, and when she saw me, she knew that I was ill, for my face was at once pale and livid. Then I called to mind my cousin and all the kind offices she had been wont to do me and knew that she had indeed loved me; so I wept for her and my mother wept also. Presently, she said to me, “O my son, thy father is dead.” At this my anguish redoubled, and I wept till I lost my senses. When I came to myself, I looked at the place where Azizeh had been used to sit and wept anew, till I all but fainted for excess of grief; and I ceased not to weep and lament thus till midnight, when my mother said to me, “Thy father has been dead these ten days.” “I shall never think of any one but my cousin Azizeh,” answered I; “and indeed I deserve all that hath befallen me, in that I abandoned her who loved me so dear.” “What hath befallen thee?” asked my mother. So I told her all that had happened, and she wept awhile, then rose and set meat and drink before me. I ate a little and drank, after which I repeated my story to her, and she exclaimed, “Praised be God that she did but this to thee and forbore to slay thee!” Then she tended me and medicined me till I regained my health: and when my recovery was complete, she said to me, “O my son, I will now bring out to thee that which thy cousin committed to me in trust for thee; for it is thine. She made me swear not to give it thee, till I should see thee recalling her to mind and weeping over her and thine affections severed from other than her; and now I see these conditions fulfilled in thee.” So she arose and opening a chest, took out the piece of linen, with the figures of gazelles worked thereon, which I had given Azizeh; and I opened it and found written therein the following verses:
