The Chimes
The Chimes. It was sent in a letter to Forster, along with the First Quarter of the tale, in October, 1844:
“The general notion is this. That what happens to poor Trotty in the first part, and what will happen to him in the second (when he takes the letter to a punctual and great man of business, who is balancing his books and making up his accounts, and complacently expatiating on the necessity of clearing off every liability and obligation, and turning over a new leaf and starting fresh with the new year), so dispirits him, who can’t do this, that he comes to the conclusion that his class and order have no business with a new year, and really are ‘intruding.’ And though he will pluck up for an hour or so, at the christening (I think) of a neighbour’s child, that evening: still, when he goes home, Mr. Filer’s precepts will come into his mind, and he will say to himself, ‘we are a long way past the proper average of children, and it has no business to be born’: and will be wretched again. And going home, and sitting there alone, he will take that newspaper out of his pocket, and reading of the crimes and offences of the poor, especially of those whom Alderman Cute is going to put down, will be quite confirmed in his misgiving that they are bad; irredeemably bad. In this state of mind, he will fancy that the Chimes are calling to him; and saying to himself ‘God help me! Let me go up to ’em. I feel as if I were going to die in despair—of a broken heart; let me die among the bells that have been a comfort to me!’—will grope his way up into the tower; and fall down in a kind of swoon among them. Then the third quarter, or in other words the beginning of the second half of
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