together with deliberation over which he put it back. Finally he spoke. "No—I've decided. I can't—I don't want to."
Cornelia marvelled—or looked as if she did. "Not for all she has?"
"Yes—I know all she has. But I also know all she hasn't. And, as I told you, she herself doesn't—hasn't a glimmer of a suspicion of it; and never will have."
Cornelia magnanimously thought. "No—but she knows other things."
He shook his head as at the portentous heap of them. "Too many—too many. And other indeed—so other. Do you know," he went on, "that it's as if you—by turning up for me—had brought that home to me?"
"For you," she candidly considered. "But what—since you can't marry me!—can you do with me?"
Well, he seemed to have it all. "Everything. I can live with you—just this way." To illustrate which he dropped into the other chair by her fire; where, leaning back, he gazed at the flame. "I can't give you up. It's very curious. It has come over me as it did over you when you renounced Bognor. That's it—I know it at last, and I see one can like it. I'm 'high.' You needn't deny it. That's my taste. I'm old." And in spite of the considerable glow there of her little household altar he said it without the scowl.
