Praise, praise, I want unceasing praise. I cannot live if my wine-cup be left empty for a single moment. So, as the very price of my life, I want Sandip of all the world, to-day.
xvii
When my husband nowadays comes in for his meals I feel I cannot sit before him; and yet it is such a shame not to be near him that I feel I cannot do that either. So I seat myself where we cannot look at each other's face. That was how I was sitting the other day when the Bara Rani came and joined us.
'It is all very well for you, brother,' said she, 'to laugh away these threatening letters. But they do frighten me so. Have you sent off that money you gave me to the Calcutta bank?'
'No, I have not yet had the time to get it away,' my husband replied.
'You are so careless, brother dear, you had better look out......'
'But it is in the iron safe right inside the inner dressing-room,' said my husband with a reassuring smile.
'What if they get in there? You can never tell!'
'If they go so far, they might as well carry you off too!'
'Don't you fear, no one will come for poor me. The real attraction is in your room! But joking apart, don't run the risk of keeping money in the room like that.'
