THE DARK CHAMBER
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Sudarshana
How can you perceive when he comes?
Surangama
I cannot say: I seem to hear his footsteps in my own heart. Being his servant of this dark chamber, I have developed a sense—I can know and feel without seeing.
Sudarshana
Would that I had this sense too, Surangama!
Surangama
You will have it, O Queen . . . this sense will awaken in you one day. Your longing to have a sight of him makes you restless, and therefore all your mind is strained and warped in that direction. When you are past this state of feverish restlessness, everything will become quite easy.