more difficult to say the things I mean than the things I don’t.”
Her heart began to beat a little more quickly. She had been proposed to often before, but gaily or sentimentally, and she had answered in the same fashion. No one had ever asked her to marry him in a manner which was so abrupt and yet strangely tragic.
“It’s very kind of you,” she said, doubtfully.
“I fell in love with you the first time I saw you. I wanted to ask you before, but I could never bring myself to it.”
“I’m not sure if that’s very well put,” she chuckled.
She was glad to have an opportunity to laugh a little, for on that fine, sunny day the air about them seemed on a sudden heavy with foreboding. He frowned darkly.
“Oh, you know what I mean. I didn’t want to lose hope. But now you’re going away and in the autumn I have to go back to China.”
“I’ve never thought of you in that way,” she said helplessly.
He said nothing more. He looked down on the grass sullenly. He was a very odd creature. But now that he had told her she felt in some mysterious way that his love was something she had never met before. She was a little frightened, but she was elated also. His impassivity was vaguely impressive.
“You must give me time to think.”
Still he did not say anything. He did not stir.
