“I don’t know what you mean. It would be madness for me to go. You know how delicate I am. Dr. Hayward said I must get out of Hong-Kong on account of the heat. I could never stand the heat up there. And cholera: I should be frightened out of my wits. It’s just asking for trouble. There’s no reason for me to go. I should die.”
He did not answer. She looked at him in her desperation and she could hardly restrain a cry. His face had a sort of black pallor which suddenly terrified her. She saw in it a look of hatred. Was it possible that he wanted her to die? She answered her own outrageous thought.
“It’s absurd. If you think you ought to go it’s your own lookout. But really you can’t expect me to. I hate illness. A cholera epidemic. I don’t pretend to be very brave and I don’t mind telling you that I haven’t pluck for that. I shall stay here until it’s time for me to go to Japan.”
“I should have thought that you would want to accompany me when I am about to set out on a dangerous expedition.”
He was openly mocking her now. She was confused. She did not quite know whether he meant what he said or was merely trying to frighten her.
“I don’t think any one could reasonably blame me for refusing to go to a dangerous place where I had no business or where I could be of no use.”
“You could be of the greatest use; you could cheer and comfort me.”
She grew even a little paler.
“I don’t understand what you’re talking about.”
