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THE SHAVING OF SHAGPAT

might learn something of this mystery, and all that was spoken perplexed me more, as the sage declareth:


Who in a labyrinth wandereth without clue,
More that he wandereth doth himself undo.


Though I was quick as the quick-eyed falcon, I discovered nought, flying ever at false game,—


A follower of misleading beams,
A cheated soul, the mock of dreams.


At times I thought that it was the King of Oolb was my father, and plotted to come in his path; and there were kings and princes of far countries whom I sought to encounter, that they might claim me; but none claimed me. O my betrothed, few gave me love beside Ravaloke, and when the wife that he cherished died, he solely, for I was lost in waywardness and the slave of moody imaginings. 'Tis said:


If thou the love of the world for thyself wouldst gain, mould thy breast
Liker the world to become, for its like the world loveth best;


and this was not I then.

Now, the sons and daughters of men are used to celebrate the days of their birth with gifts and rejoicings, but I could only celebrate that day which delivered me from death into the hands of Ravaloke, as none knew my birth-hour. When it was the twelfth return of this event, Ravaloke, my heart's father, called me to him and pressed in my hand a glittering coin, telling me to buy with it in the bazaars what I would. So I went forth, attended by a black slave, after the mid-noon, for I was eager to expend my store, and cared not for the great heat. Scarcely had we passed the cheese-market and were