THE HAPPY-DAY
ground them into each other all day long—"Sam! Sam! Sam!" over and over and over. There were also no Happy-Days in Germany, and nobody ever spoke of Clarice.
You were pretty glad at last after a month when your Father came to you with his most beautiful face and his most loving hands, and said:
"Little Boy Jack, there is no use in it. You have got to go away again. You are a wound that will not heal. It is your Dear Mother's eyes. It is your Dear Mother's mouth. It is your Dear Mother's smile. God forgive me, but I cannot bear it! I am going to send you away to school in England."
You put your finger cautiously up to your eyes and traced their round, firm contour. Your Mother's eyes? They felt like two heaping teaspoonfuls of tears. Your Mother's mouth? Desperately you poked it into a smile. "Going to send me away to school in England?" you stammered. "Never mind. Sam will not cut his beard until I come."
"What?" cried your Father in a great voice. "W-h-a-t?"
But you pretended that you had not said anything, because it was boy-talk and your Father would not have understood it.
Never, never, never had you seen your Father
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