you stand in the very presence of death, and you think only of us.”
“I want to say a last word to you, Sadie, if you don’t mind. I should die so much happier. I have often wanted to speak to you, but I thought that perhaps you would laugh, for you never took anything very seriously, did you? That was quite natural of course with your high spirits, but still it was very serious to me. But now I am really a dead man, so it does not matter very much what I say.”
“Oh don’t, Mr. Stephens!” cried the girl.
“I won’t, if it is very painful to you. As I said, it would make me die happier, but I don’t want to be selfish about it. If I thought it would darken your life afterwards, or be a sad recollection to you, I would not say another word.”
“What did you wish to say?”
“It was only to tell you how I loved you. I always loved you. From the first I was a different man when I was with you. But of course it was absurd, I knew that well enough. I never said anything, but I tried not to make myself ridiculous. But I just want you to know about
