Poems (Craik)/My Friend
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MY FRIEND.
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When the wind blows high and the snow falls fast And we hear the wassailers' roar—My Friend and I, with a right good-will We bolt the chamber door: I smile at him and he smiles at me In a dreamy calm profound, Till his heart leaps up in the midst of him With a comfortable sound.
His warm breath kisses my thin gray hair And reddens my ashen cheeks; He knows me better than you all know, Though never a word he speaks:—Knows me as well as some had known Were things—not as things be. But hey, what matters? my Friend and I Are capital company.
At dead of night, when the house is still, He opens his pictures fair: Faces that are, that used to be, And faces that never were: My wife sits sewing beside my hearth, My little ones frolic wild, Though—Lillian 's married these twenty years, And I never had a child.
But hey, what matters? when those who laugh May weep to-morrow, and they Who weep be as those that wept not—all Their tears long wiped away. I shall burn out, like you, my Friend, With a bright warm heart and bold, That flickers up to the last—then drops Into quiet ashes cold.
And when you flicker on me, old Friend, In the old man's elbow-chair, Or—something easier still, where we Lie down, to arise up fair And young, and happy—why then, my Friend, Should other friends ask of me, Tell them I lived and loved and died In the best of all company.