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Poems (Jackson)/Doubt

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4579610Poems — DoubtHelen Hunt Jackson

DOUBT.
THEY bade me cast the thing away,They pointed to my hands all bleeding,They listened not to all my pleading;The thing I meant I could not say;I knew that I should rue the dayIf once I cast that thing away.
I grasped it firm, and bore the pain;The thorny husks I stripped and scattered;If I could reach its heart, what matteredIf other men saw not my gain,Or even if I should be slain?I knew the risks; I chose the pain,
O, had I cast that thing away,I had not found what most I cherish,A faith without which I should perish,—The faith which, like a kernel, layHid in the husks which on that dayMy instinct would not throw away!