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Poems (Tennyson, 1833)/To J. S.

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TO J. S.


i.

The wind, that beats the mountain, blows

⁠More softly round the open wold,
And gently comes the world to those
That are cast in gentle mould.

ii.

And me this knowledge bolder made,

Or else I had not dared to flow
In these words toward you, and invade
Even with a verse your holy woe.

iii.

'Tis strange that those we lean on most,

⁠Those in whose laps our limbs are nurst,
Fall into shadow, soonest lost:
Those we love first are taken first.

iv.

God gives us love. Something to love

⁠He lends us; but, when love is grown
To ripeness, that on which it throve
Falls off, and love is left alone.

v.

This is the curse of time. Alas!

In grief I am not all unlearned:
Once thro' mine own doors Death did pass;
One went, who never hath returned.

vi.

He will not smile—not speak to me

Once more. Two years his chair is seen
Empty before us. That was he
Without whose life I had not been.

vii.

Your loss is rarer; for this star

Rose with you thro' a little arc
Of heaven, nor having wandered far,
Shot on the sudden into dark.

viii.

I knew your brother: his mute dust

⁠I honour and his living worth:
A man more pure and bold and just
Was never born into the earth.

ix.

I have not looked upon you nigh,

⁠Since that dear soul hath fall'n asleep.
Great Nature is more wise than I:
I will not tell you not to weep.

x.

And tho' mine own eyes fill with dew,

⁠Drawn from the spirit thro' the brain,
I will not even preach to you,
"Weep, weeping dulls the inward pain."

xi.

Let Grief be her own mistress still.

She loveth her own anguish deep
More than much pleasure. Let her will
Be done—to weep or not to weep.

xii.

I will not say "God's ordinance

Of Death is blown in every wind;"
For that is not a common chance
That takes away a noble mind.

xiii.

His memory long will live alone

⁠In all our hearts, as mournful light
That broods above the fallen sun,
And dwells in heaven half the night.

xiv.

Vain solace! Memory standing near

Cast down her eyes, and in her throat
Her voice seemed distant, and a tear
Dropt on my tablets as I wrote.