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Poems (Thaxter)/Regret

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4569400Poems — RegretCelia Thaxter
REGRET.
Softly Death touched her, and she passed awayOut of this glad, bright world she made more fair,Sweet as the apple-blossoms, when in MayThe orchards flush, of summer grown aware.
All that fresh, delicate beauty gone from sight,That gentle, gracious presence felt no more!How must the house be emptied of delight,What shadows on the threshold she passed o'er!
She loved me. Surely I was grateful, yetI could not give her back all she gave me.Ever I think of it with vague regret,Musing upon a summer by the sea:
Remembering troops of merry girls who pressedAbout me—clinging arms and tender eyes,And love, like scent of roses. With the restShe came, to fill my heart with new surprise.
The day I left them all; and sailed away,While o'er the calm sea, 'neath the soft gray skyThey waved farewell, she followed me, to sayYet once again her wistful, sweet "good-bye."
At the boat's bow she drooped; her light-green dressSwept o'er the skiff in many a graceful fold,Her glowing face, bright with a mute caress,Crowned with her lovely hair of shadowy gold:
And tears she dropped into the crystal brineFor me, unworthy—as we slowly swungFree of the mooring. Her last look was mine,Seeking me still the motley crowd among.
O tender memory of the dead I holdSo precious through the fret and change of years!Were I to live till Time itself grew old,The sad sea would be sadder for those tears.