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4623807Poems — LinesEmma Toke
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THOU Moon, that now with melancholy graceGlidest athwart the clear and wintry sky,As calmly shining on the frost-bound earth,As when it basked in Summer's deep repose,I love to gaze upon thy queenly brow,Shining, like other monarchs of this earth,Surrounded by thy stars, and yet alone,And feel thou art the same, the very same,That first delighted childhood's upturned eyeAnd glowing heart, with visions bright as fair,And seemed a world of wonders to enfoldWithin thy glittering ring. No marvel thenAppeared too wild, too wondrous, to believe;And fancy peopled soon thine airy realms,With beings, varied as the countless dreamsOf joyous infancy. For who can paintThe unsought pleasures of that early time,When every outward form that meets the eye,Or sound that strikes the ear, but seems to wakeNew springs of happiness, fresh founts of joy,That gush unceasing from the exhaustless wellsOf childhood's glowing heart? But never moreCan ye return again, bright cloudless days;For care and pain were then alike to ye Unfelt, unknown. Alas! with all, too soonThe golden hours of infancy are past;The spotless heart receives the world's first stair,And learns—perchance unconsciously—to feelThat sin and sorrow ever here belowCome hand in hand. And though each passing yearBrings shadows, light at first, but deeper feltAs life rolls onward, with its gathering tideOf joys and sorrows, still 'tis well to feel,The perfect bliss of childhood's morning hourCould only shine upon a stainless mind,A purity, which, once the world's cold breathHas dimmed its snow, can never come again.
No; though the mighty river may sweep on,With all the lustre of the summer skiesReflected on the glorious mirror of its breast,Yet never more can those deep waters seemTo dance with murmuring gladness on their way,Like the bright mountain streamlet whence they sprang.And life's meridian tide, with placid flow,May glide unruffled on its peaceful course;But once the joyous dayspring has gone by,And merry childhood's shallow sparkling rillHas blended with the deeper waves of time,The midday sun can touch that shaded streamWith living light no more.
With living light no more.Yet would not I,With cold ingratitude, thus seem to mourn,As if the hours of infancy aloneWere fraught with purest joy; for my fair lot Has been, and is, with countless blessings stored,That every year seems showering freshly down,As rich as undeserved. The holiest tiesThat earth can know, are twining round my heart,—The wife's, the mother's untold bliss are mine;And I look back upon life's glowing mornWith fond remembrance, but without a sigh,Unless for wasted talents, misspent hours,For many a blessing, duly valued now,Unprized, unheeded then. And I can gazeOn thee, bright watcher of the silent night!With feelings warm as in that early time,Although their brightest hues perchance may seemSubdued and softened now. The visioned dreamsThat floated round thee may have passed away,But still 'tis sweet to watch thy silver orbGlide on in silence through the midnight sky,And feel, that liquid lustre falls as clearUpon the mountains of my native land,Those scenes familiar from life's earliest dawn,Alas! how distant now! and sweeter stillTo think that other eyes, beloved and dear,Though scattered wide upon the world's rough waves,Perchance at this same moment gaze on thee;Perchance with swelling heart may breathe for me,The blessing that I fondly breathe for them.E.

December, 1839,