The Complete Works of Swami Vivekananda/Volume 2/Jnana-Yoga/Realisation
CHAPTER VIII
REALISATION
(Delivered in London, 29th October 1896)
I will read to you from one of the Upanishads. It is called the Katha
Upanishad. Some of you, perhaps, have read the translation by Sir Edwin
Arnold, called the Secret of Death. In our last [i.e. a previous] lecture we
saw how the inquiry which started with the origin of the world, and the
creation of the universe, failed to obtain a satisfactory answer from
without, and how it then turned inwards. This book psychologically takes up
that suggestion, questioning into the internal nature of man. It was first
asked who created the external world, and how it came into being. Now the
question is: What is that in man; which makes him live and move, and what
becomes of that when he dies? The first philosophers studied the material
substance, and tried to reach the ultimate through that. At the best, they
found a personal governor of the universe, a human being immensely
magnified, but yet to all intents and purposes a human being. But that could
not be the whole of truth; at best, it could be only partial truth. We see
this universe as human beings, and our God is our human explanation of the
universe.
Suppose a cow were philosophical and had religion it would have a cow
universe, and a cow solution of the problem, and it would not be possible
that it should see our God. Suppose cats became philosophers, they would see
a cat universe and have a cat solution of the problem of the universe, and a
cat ruling it. So we see from this that our explanation of the universe is
not the whole of the solution. Neither does our conception cover the whole
of the universe. It would be a great mistake to accept that tremendously
selfish position which man is apt to take. Such a solution of the universal
problem as we can get from the outside labours under this difficulty that in
the first place the universe we see is our own particular universe, our own
view of the Reality. That Reality we cannot see through the senses; we
cannot comprehend It. We only know the universe from the point of view of
beings with five senses. Suppose we obtain another sense, the whole universe
must change for us. Suppose we had a magnetic sense, it is quite possible
that we might then find millions and millions of forces in existence which
we do not now know, and for which we have no present sense or feeling. Our
senses are limited, very limited indeed; and within these limitations exists
what we call our universe; and our God is the solution of that universe, but
that cannot be the solution of the whole problem. But man cannot stop there.
He is a thinking being and wants to find a solution which will
comprehensively explain all the universes. He wants to see a world which is
at once the world of men, and of gods, and of all possible beings, and to
find a solution which will explain all phenomena.
We see, we must first find the universe which includes all universes; we
must find something which, by itself, must be the material running through
all these various planes of existence, whether we apprehend it through the
senses or not. If we could possibly find something which we could know as
the common property of the lower as well as of the higher worlds, then our
problem would be solved. Even if by the sheer force of logic alone we could
understand that there must be one basis of all existence, then our problem
might approach to some sort of solution; but this solution certainly cannot
be obtained only through the world we see and know, because it is only a
partial view of the whole.
Our only hope then lies in penetrating deeper. The early thinkers discovered
that the farther they were from; the centre, the more marked were the
variations and differentiations; and that the nearer they approached the
centre, the nearer they were to unity. The nearer we are to the centre of a
circle, the nearer we are to the common ground in which all the radii meet;
and the farther we are from the centre, the more divergent is our radial
line from the others. The external world is far away from the centre, and so
there is no common ground in it where all the phenomena of existence can
meet. At best, the external world is but one part of the whole of phenomena.
There are other parts, the mental, the moral, and the intellectual — the
various planes of existence — and to take up only one, and find a solution
of the whole out of that one, is simply impossible. We first, therefore,
want to find somewhere a centre from which, as it were, all the other planes
of existence start, and standing there we should try to find a solution.
That is the proposition. And where is that centre? It is within us. The
ancient sages penetrated deeper and deeper until they found that in the
innermost core of the human soul is the centre of the whole universe. All
the planes gravitate towards that one point. That is the common ground, and
standing there alone can we find a common solution. So the question who made
this world is not very philosophical, nor does its solution amount to
anything.
This the Katha Upanishad speaks in very figurative language. There was, in
ancient times, a very rich man, who made a certain sacrifice which required
that he should give away everything that he had. Now, this man was not
sincere. He wanted to get the fame and glory of having made the sacrifice,
but he was only giving things which were of no further use to him — old
cows, barren, blind, and lame. He had a boy called Nachiketas. This boy saw
that his father was not doing what was right, that he was breaking his vow;
but he did not know what to say to him. In India, father and mother are
living gods to their children. And so the boy approached the father with the
greatest respect and humbly inquired of him, "Father, to whom are you going
to give me? For your sacrifice requires that everything shall be given
away." The father was very much vexed at this question and replied, "What do
you mean, boy? A father giving away his own son?" The boy asked the question
a second and a third time, and then the angry father answered, "Thee I give
unto Death (Yama)." And the story goes on to say that the boy went to Yama,
the god of death. Yama was the first man who died. He went to heaven and
became the governor of all the Pitris; all the good people who die, go, and
live with him for a long time. He is a very pure and holy person, chaste and
good, as his name (Yama) implies.
So the boy went to Yama's world. But even gods are sometimes not at home,
and three days this boy had to wait there. After the third day Yama
returned. "O learned one," said Yama, "you have been waiting here for three
days without food, and you are a guest worthy of respect. Salutation to
thee, O Brahmin, and welfare to me! I am very sorry I was not at home. But
for that I will make amends. Ask three boons, one for each day." And the boy
asked, "My first boon is that my father's anger against me may pass away;
that he will be kind to me and recognise me when you allow me to depart."
Yama granted this fully. The next boon was that he wanted to know about a
certain sacrifice which took people to heaven. Now we have seen that the
oldest idea which we got in the Samhitâ portion of the Vedas was only about
heaven where they had bright bodies and lived with the fathers. Gradually
other ideas came, but they were not satisfying; there was still need for
something higher. Living in heaven would not be very different from life in
this world. At best, it would only be a very healthy rich man's life, with
plenty of sense-enjoyments and a sound body which knows no disease. It would
be this material world, only a little more refined; and we have seen the
difficulty that the external material world can never solve the problem. So
no heaven can solve the problem. If this world cannot solve the problem, no
multiplication of this world can do so, because we must always remember that
matter is only an infinitesimal part of the phenomena of nature. The vast
part of phenomena which we actually see is not matter. For instance, in
every moment of our life what a great part is played by thought and feeling,
compared with the material phenomena outside! How vast is this internal
world with its tremendous activity! The sense-phenomena are very small
compared with it. The heaven solution commits this mistake; it insists that
the whole of phenomena is only in touch, taste, sight, etc. So this idea of
heaven did not give full satisfaction to all. Yet Nachiketas asks, as the
second boon, about some sacrifice through which people might attain to this
heaven. There was an idea in the Vedas that these sacrifices pleased the
gods and took human beings to heaven.
In studying all religions you will notice the fact that whatever is old
becomes holy. For instance, our forefathers in India used to write on birch
bark, but in time they learnt how to make paper. Yet the birch bark is still
looked upon as very holy. When the utensils in which they used to cook in
ancient times were improved upon, the old ones became holy; and nowhere is
this idea more kept up than in India. Old methods, which must be nine or ten
thousand years old, as of rubbing two sticks together to make fire, are
still followed. At the time of sacrifice no other method will do. So with
the other branch of the Asiatic Aryans. Their modern descendants still like
to obtain fire from lightning, showing that they used to get fire in this
way. Even when they learnt other customs, they kept up the old ones, which
then became holy. So with the Hebrews. They used to write on parchment. They
now write on paper, but parchment is very holy. So with all nations. Every
rite which you now consider holy was simply an old custom, and the Vedic
sacrifice were of this nature. In course of time, as they found better
methods of life, their ideas were much improved; still these old forms
remained, and from time to time they were practiced and received a holy
significance.
Then, a body of men made it their business to carry on these sacrifices.
These were the priests, who speculated on the sacrifices, and the sacrifices
became everything to them. The gods came to enjoy the fragrance of the
sacrifices, and it was considered that everything in this world could be got
by the power of sacrifices. If certain oblations were made, certain hymns
chanted, certain peculiar forms of altars made, the gods would grant
everything. So Nachiketas asks by what form of sacrifice can a man go to
heaven. The second boon was also readily granted by Yama who promised that
this sacrifice should henceforth be named after Nachiketas.
Then the third boon comes, and with that the Upanishad proper begins. The
boy said, "There is this difficulty: when a man dies some say he is, others
that he is not. Instructed by you I desire to understand this." But Yama was
frightened. He had been very glad to grant the other two boons. Now he said,
"The gods in ancient times were puzzled on this point. This subtle law is
not easy to understand. Choose some other boon, O Nachiketas, do not press
me on this point, release me."
The boy was determined, and said, "What you have said is true, O Death, that
even the gods had doubts on this point, and it is no easy matter to
understand. But I cannot obtain another exponent like you and there is no
other boon equal to this."
Death said, "Ask for sons and grandsons who will live one hundred years,
many cattle, elephants, gold, and horses. Ask for empire on this earth and
live as many ears as you like. Or choose any other boon which you think
equal to these — wealth and long life. Or be thou a king, O Nachiketas, on
the wide earth. I will make thee the enjoyer of all desires. Ask for all
those desires which are difficult to obtain in the world. These heavenly
maidens with chariots and music, which are not to be obtained by man, are
yours. Let them serve you. O Nachiketas, but do not question me as to what
comes after death."
Nachiketas said, "These are merely things of a day, O Death, they wear away
the energy of all the sense-organs. Even the longest life is very short.
These horses and chariots, dances and songs, may remain with Thee. Man
cannot be satisfied by wealth. Can we retain wealth when we behold Thee? We
shall live only so long as Thou desires". Only the boon which I have asked
is chosen by me."
Yama was pleased with this answer and said, "Perfection is one thing and
enjoyment another; these two having different ends, engage men differently.
He who chooses perfection becomes pure. He who chooses enjoyment misses his
true end. Both perfection and enjoyment present themselves to man; the wise
man having examined both distinguishes one from the other. He chooses
perfection as being superior to enjoyment, but the foolish man chooses
enjoyment for the pleasure of his body. O Nachiketas, having thought upon
the things which are only apparently desirable, thou hast wisely abandoned
them." Death then proceeded to teach Nachiketas.
We now get a very developed idea of renunciation and Vedic morality, that
until one has conquered the desires for enjoyment the truth will not shine
in him. So long as these vain desires of our senses are clamouring and as it
were dragging us outwards every moment, making us slaves to everything
outside — to a little colour, a little taste, a little touch —
notwithstanding all our pretensions, how can the truth express itself in our
hearts?
Yama said, "That which is beyond never rises before the mind of a
thoughtless child deluded by the folly of riches. 'This world exists, the
other does not,' thinking thus they come again and again under my power. To
understand this truth is very difficult. Many, even hearing it continually,
do not understand it, for the speaker must be wonderful, so must be the
hearer. The teacher must be wonderful, so must be the taught. Neither is the
mind to be disturbed By vain arguments, for it is no more a question of
argument, it is a question of fact." We have always heard that every
religion insists on our having faith. We have been taught to believe
blindly. Well, this idea of blind faith is objectionable, no doubt, but
analysing it, we find that behind it is a very great truth. What it really
means is what we read now. The mind is not to be ruffled by vain arguments,
because argument will not help us to know God. It is a question of fact, and
not of argument. All argument and reasoning must be based upon certain
perceptions. Without these, there cannot be any argument. Reasoning is the
method of comparison between certain facts which we have already perceived.
If these perceived facts are not there already, there cannot be any
reasoning. If this is true of external phenomena, why should it not be so of
the internal? The chemist takes certain chemicals and certain results are
produced. This is a fact; you see it, sense it, and make that the basis on
which to build all your chemical arguments. So with the physicists, so with
all other sciences. All knowledge must stand on perception of certain facts,
and upon that we have to build our reasoning. But, curiously enough the vast
majority of mankind think, especially at the present time, that no such
perception is possible in religion, that religion can only be apprehended by
vain arguments. Therefore we are told not to disturb the mind by vain
arguments. Religion is a question of fact, not of talk. We have to analyse
our own souls and to find what is there. We have to understand it and to
realise what is understood. That is religion. No amount of talk will make
religion. So the question whether there is a God or not can never be proved
by argument, for the arguments are as much on one side as on the other. But
if there is a God, He is in our own hearts. Have you ever seen Him? The
question as to whether this world exists or not has not yet been decided,
and the debate between the idealists and the realists is endless. Yet we
know that the world exists, that it goes on. We only change the meaning of
words. So, with all the questions of life, we must come to facts. There are
certain religious facts which, as in external science, have to be perceived,
and upon them religion will be built. Of course, the extreme claim that you
must believe every dogma of a religion is degrading to the human mind. The
man who asks you to believe everything, degrades himself, and, if you
believe, degrades you too. The sages of the world have only the right to
tell us that they have analysed their minds and have found these facts, and
if we do the same we shall also believe, and not before. That is all that
there is in religion. But you must always remember this, that as a matter of
fact 99.9 per cent of those who attack religion have never analysed their
minds, have never struggled to get at the facts. So their arguments do not
have any weight against religion, any more than the words of a blind man who
cries out, "You are all fools who believe in the sun," would affect us.
This is one great idea to learn and to hold on to, this idea of realisation.
This turmoil and fight and difference in religions will cease only when we
understand that religion is not in books and temples. It is an actual
perception. Only the man who has actually perceived God and soul has
religion. There is no real difference between the highest ecclesiastical
giant who can talk by the volume, and the lowest, most ignorant materialist.
We are all atheists; let us confess it. Mere intellectual assent does not
make us religious. Take a Christian, or a Mohammedan, or a follower of any
other religion in the world. Any man who truly realised the truth of the
Sermon on the Mount would be perfect, and become a god immediately. Yet it
is said that there are many millions of Christians in the world. What is
meant is that mankind may at some time try to realise that Sermon. Not one
in twenty millions is a real Christian.
So, in India, there are said to be three hundred millions of Vedantins. But
if there were one in a thousand who had actually realised religion, this
world would soon be greatly changed. We are all atheists, and yet we try to
fight the man who admits it. We are all in the dark; religion is to us a
mere intellectual assent, a mere talk, a mere nothing. We often consider a
man religious who can talk well. But this is not religion. "Wonderful
methods of joining words, rhetorical powers, and explaining texts of the
books in various ways — these are only for the enjoyment of the learned, and
not religion." Religion comes when that actual realisation in our own souls
begins. That will be the dawn of religion; and then alone we shall be moral.
Now we are not much more moral than the animals. We are only held down by
the whips of society. If society said today, "I will not punish you if you
steal", we should just make a rush for each other's property. It is the
policeman that makes us moral. It is social opinion that makes us moral, and
really we are little better than animals. We understand how much this is so
in the secret of our own hearts. So let us not be hypocrites. Let us confess
that we are not religious and have no right to look down on others. We are
all brothers and we shall be truly moral when we have realised religion.
If you have seen a certain country, and a man forces you to say that you
have not seen it, still in your heart of hearts you know you have. So, when
you see religion and God in a more intense sense than you see this external
world, nothing will be able to shake your belief. Then you have real faith.
That is what is meant by the words in your Gospel, "He who has faith even as
a grain of mustard seed." Then you will know the Truth because you have
become the Truth.
This is the watchword of the Vedanta — realise religion, no talking will do.
But it is done with great difficulty. He has hidden Himself inside the atom,
this Ancient One who resides in the inmost recess of every human heart. The
sages realised Him through the power of introspection, and got beyond both
joy and misery, beyond what we call virtue and vice, beyond good and bad
deeds, beyond being and non-being; he who has seen Him has seen the Reality.
But what then about heaven? It was the idea of happiness minus unhappiness.
That is to say, what we want is the joys of this life minus its sorrows.
That is a very good idea, no doubt; it comes naturally; but it is a mistake
throughout, because there is no such thing as absolute good, nor any such
thing as absolute evil.
You have all heard of that rich man in Rome who learnt one day that he had
only about a million pounds of his property left; he said, "What shall I do
tomorrow?" and forthwith committed suicide. A million pounds was poverty to
him. What is joy, and what is sorrow? It is a vanishing quantity,
continually vanishing. When I was a child I thought if I could be a cabman,
it would be the very acme of happiness for me to drive about. I do not think
so now. To what joy will you cling? This is the one point we must all try to
understand, and it is one of the last superstitions to leave us. Everyone's
idea of pleasure is different. I have seen a man who is not happy unless he
swallows a lump of opium every day. He may dream of a heaven where the land
is made of opium. That would be a very bad heaven for me. Again and again in
Arabian poetry we read of heaven with beautiful gardens, through which
rivers run. I lived much of my life in a country where there is too much
water; many villages are flooded and thousands of lives are sacrificed every
year. So, my heaven would not have gardens through which rivers flow; I
would have a land where very little rain falls. Our pleasures are always
changing. If a young man dreams of heaven, he dreams of a heaven where he
will have a beautiful wife. When that same man becomes old he does not want
a wife. It is our necessities which make our heaven, and the heaven changes
with the change of our necessities. If we had a heaven like that desired by
those to whom sense-enjoyment is the very end of existence, then we would
not progress. That would be the most terrible curse we could pronounce on
the soul. Is this all we can come to? A little weeping and dancing, and then
to die like a dog! What a curse you pronounce on the head of humanity when
you long for these things! That is what you do when you cry after the joys
of this world, for you do not know what true joy is. What philosophy insists
on is not to give up joys, but to know what joy really is. The Norwegian
heaven is a tremendous fighting place where they all sit before Odin; they
have a wild boar hunt, and then they go to war and slash each other to
pieces. But in some way or other, after a few hours of such fighting, the
wounds are all healed up, and they go into a hall where the boar has been
roasted, and have a carousal. And then the wild boar takes form again, ready
to be hunted the next day. That is much the same thing as our heaven, not a
whit worse, only our ideas may be a little more refined. We want to hunt
wild boars, and get to a place where all enjoyments will continue, just as
the Norwegian imagines that the wild boar is hunted and eaten every day, and
recovers the next day.
Now, philosophy insists that there is a joy which is absolute, which never
changes. That joy cannot be the joys and pleasures we have in this life, and
yet Vedanta shows that everything that is joyful in this life is but a
particle of that real joy, because that is the only joy there is. Every
moment really we are enjoying the absolute bliss, though covered up,
misunderstood, and caricatured. Wherever there is any blessing,
blissfulness, or joy, even the joy of the thief in stealing, it is that
absolute bliss coming out, only it has become obscured, muddled up, as it
were, with all sorts of extraneous conditions, and misunderstood. But to
understand that, we have to go through the negation, and then the positive
side will begin. We have to give up ignorance and all that is false, and
then truth will begin to reveal itself to us. When we have grasped the
truth, things which we gave up at first will take new shape and form, will
appear to us in a new light, and become deified. They will have become
sublimated, and then we shall understand them in their true light. But to
understand them, we have first to get a glimpse of truth; we must give them
up at first, and then we get them back again, deified. We have to give up
all our miseries and sorrows, all our little joys.
"That which all the Vedas declare, which is proclaimed by all penances,
seeking which men lead lives of continence, I will tell you in one word — it
is 'Om'." You will find this word "Om" praised very much in the Vedas, and
it is held to be very sacred.
Now Yama answers the question: "What becomes of a man when the body dies ?"
"This Wise One never dies, is never born, It arises from nothing, and
nothing arises from It. Unborn, Eternal, Everlasting, this Ancient One can
never be destroyed with the destruction of the body. If the slayer thinks he
can slay, or if the slain thinks he is slain, they both do not know the
truth, for the Self neither slays nor is slain." A most tremendous position.
I should like to draw your attention to the adjective in the first line,
which is "wise". As we proceed we shall find that the ideal of the Vedanta
is that all wisdom and all purity are in the soul already, dimly expressed
or better expressed — that is all the difference. The difference between man
and man, and all things in the whole creation, is not in kind but only in
degree. The background, the reality, of everyone is that same Eternal, Ever
Blessed, Ever Pure, and Ever Perfect One. It is the Atman, the Soul, in the
saint and the sinner, in the happy and the miserable, in the beautiful and
the ugly, in men and in animals; it is the same throughout. It is the
shining One. The difference is caused by the power of expression. In some It
is expressed more, in others less, but this difference of expression has no
effect upon the Atman. If in their dress one man shows more of his body than
another, it does not make any difference in their bodies; the difference is
in their dress. We had better remember here that throughout the Vedanta
philosophy, there is no such thing as good and bad, they are not two
different things; the same thing is good or bad, and the difference is only
in degree. The very thing I call pleasurable today, tomorrow under better
circumstances I may call pain. The fire that warms us can also consume us;
it is not the fault of the fire. Thus, the Soul being pure and perfect, the
man who does evil is giving the lie unto himself, he does not know the
nature of himself. Even in the murderer the pure Soul is there; It dies not.
It was his mistake; he could not manifest It; he had covered It up. Nor in
the man who thinks that he is killed is the Soul killed; It is eternal. It
can never be killed, never destroyed. "Infinitely smaller than the smallest,
infinitely larger than the largest, this Lord of all is present in the
depths of every human heart. The sinless, bereft of all misery, see Him
through the mercy of the Lord; the Bodiless, yet dwelling in the body; the
Spaceless, yet seeming to occupy space; Infinite, Omnipresent: knowing such
to be the Soul, the sages never are miserable."
"This Atman is not to be realised by the power of speech, nor by a vast
intellect, nor by the study of their Vedas." This is a very bold utterance.
As I told you before, the sages were very bold thinkers, and never stopped
at anything. You will remember that in India these Vedas are regarded in a
much higher light than even the Christians regard their Bible. Your idea of
revelation is that a man was inspired by God; but in India the idea is that
things exist because they are in the Vedas. In and through the Vedas the
whole creation has come. All that is called knowledge is in the Vedas. Every
word is sacred and eternal, eternal as the soul, without beginning and
without end. The whole of the Creator's mind is in this book, as it were.
That is the light in which the Vedas are held. Why is this thing moral?
Because the Vedas say so. Why is that thing immoral? Because the Vedas say
so. In spite of that, look at the boldness of these sages whom proclaimed
that the truth is not to be found by much study of the Vedas. "With whom the
Lord is pleased, to that man He expresses Himself." But then, the objection
may be advanced that this is something like partisanship. But at Yama
explains, "Those who are evil-doers, whose minds area not peaceful, can
never see the Light. It is to those who are true in heart, pure in deed,
whose senses are controlled, that this Self manifests Itself."
Here is a beautiful figure. Picture the Self to be then rider and this body
the chariot, the intellect to be the charioteer, mind the reins, and the
senses the horses. He whose horses are well broken, and whose reins are
strong and kept well in the hands of the charioteer (the intellect) reaches
the goal which is the state of Him, the Omnipresent. But the man whose
horses (the senses) are not controlled, nor the reins (the mind) well
managed, goes to destruction. This Atman in all beings does not manifest
Himself to the eyes or the senses, but those whose minds have become
purified and refined realise Him. Beyond all sound, all sight, beyond form,
absolute, beyond all taste and touch, infinite, without beginning and
without end, even beyond nature, the Unchangeable; he who realises Him,
frees himself from the jaws of death. But it is very difficult. It is, as it
were, walking on the edge of a razor; the way is long and perilous, but
struggle on, do not despair. Awake, arise, and stop not till the goal is
reached.
The one central idea throughout all the Upanishads is that of realisation. A
great many questions will arise from time to time, and especially to the
modern man. There will be the question of utility, there will be various
other questions, but in all we shall find that we are prompted by our past
associations. It is association of ideas that has such a tremendous power
over our minds. To those who from childhood have always heard of a Personal
God and the personality of the mind, these ideas will of course appear very
stern and harsh, but if they listen to them and think over them, they will
become part of their lives and will no longer frighten them. The great
question that generally arises is the utility of philosophy. To that there
can be only one answer: if on the utilitarian ground it is good for men to
seek for pleasure, why should not those whose pleasure is in religious
speculation seek for that? Because sense-enjoyments please many, they seek
for them, but there may be others whom they do not please, who want higher
enjoyment. The dog's pleasure is only in eating and drinking. The dog cannot
understand the pleasure of the scientist who gives up everything, and,
perhaps, dwells on the top of a mountain to observe the position of certain
stars. The dogs may smile at him and think he is a madman. Perhaps this poor
scientist never had money enough to marry even, and lives very simply. May
be, the dog laughs at him. But the scientist says, "My dear dog, your
pleasure is only in the senses which you enjoy, and you know nothing beyond;
but for me this is the most enjoyable life, and if you have the right to
seek your pleasure in your own way, so have I in mine." The mistake is that
we want to tie the whole world down to our own plane of thought and to make
our mind the measure of the whole universe. To you, the old sense-things
are, perhaps, the greatest pleasure, but it is not necessary that my
pleasure should be the same, and when you insist upon that, I differ from
you. That is the difference between the worldly utilitarian and the
religious man. The first man says, "See how happy I am. I get money, but do
not bother my head about religion. It is too unsearchable, and I am happy
without it." So far, so good; good for all utilitarians. But this world is
terrible. If a man gets happiness in any way excepting by injuring his
fellow-beings, godspeed him; but when this man comes to me and says, "You
too must do these things, you will be a fool if you do not," I say, "You are
wrong, because the very things, which are pleasurable to you, have not the
slightest attraction for me. If I had to go after a few handfuls of gold, my
life would not be worth living! I should die." That is the answer the
religious man would make. The fact is that religion is possible only for
those who have finished with these lower things. We must have our own
experiences, must have our full run. It is only when we have finished this
run that the other world opens.
The enjoyments of the senses sometimes assume another phase which is
dangerous and tempting. You will always hear the idea — in very old times,
in every religion — that a time will come when all the miseries of life
wills cease, and only its joys and pleasures will remain, and this earth
will become a heaven. That I do not believe. This earth will always remain
this same world. It is a most terrible thing to say, yet I do not see my way
out of it. The misery in the world is like chronic rheumatism in the body;
drive it from one part and it goes to another, drive it from there and you
will feel it somewhere else. Whatever you do, it is still there. In olden
times people lived in forests, and ate each other; in modern times they do
not eat each other's flesh, but they cheat one another. Whole countries and
cities are ruined by cheating. That does not show much progress. I do not
see that what you call progress in the world is other than the
multiplication of desires. If one thing is obvious to me it is this that
desires bring all misery; it is the state of the beggar, who is always
begging for something, and unable to see anything without the wish to
possess it, is always longing, longing for more. If the power to satisfy our
desires is increased in arithmetical progression, the power of desire is
increased in geometrical progression. The sum total of happiness and misery
in this world is at least the same throughout. If a wave rises in the ocean
it makes a hollow somewhere. If happiness comes to one man, unhappiness
comes to another or, perhaps, to some animal. Men are increasing in numbers
and some animals are decreasing; we are killing them off, and taking their
land ; we are taking all means of sustenance from them. How can we say,
then, that happiness is increasing? The strong race eats up the weaker, but
do you think that the strong race will be very happy? No; they will begin to
kill each other. I do not see on practical grounds how this world can become
a heaven. Facts are against it. On theoretical grounds also, I see it cannot
be.
Perfection is always infinite. We are this infinite already, and we are
trying to manifest that infinity. You and I, and all beings, are trying to
manifest it. So far it is all right. But from this fact some German
philosophers have started a peculiar theory — that this manifestation will
become higher and higher until we attain perfect manifestation, until we
have become perfect beings. What is meant by perfect manifestation?
Perfection means infinity, and manifestation means limit, and so it means
that we shall become unlimited limiteds, which is self-contradictory. Such a
theory may please children; but it is poisoning their minds with lies, and
is very bad for religion. But we know that this world is a degradation, that
man is a degradation of God, and that Adam fell. There is no religion today
that does not teach that man is a degradation. We have been degraded down to
the animal, and are now going up, to emerge out of this bondage. But we
shall never be able entirely to manifest the Infinite here. We shall
struggle hard, but there will come a time when we shall find that it is
impossible to be perfect here, while we are bound by the senses. And then
the march back to our original state of Infinity will be sounded.
This is renunciation. We shall have to get out of the difficulty by
reversing the process by which we got in, and then morality and charity will
begin. What is the watchword of all ethical codes? "Not I, but thou", and
this "I" is the outcome of the Infinite behind, trying to manifest Itself on
the outside world. This little "I" is the result, and it will have to go
back and join the Infinite, its own nature. Every time you say, "Not I, my
brother, but thou", you are trying to go back, and every time you say "I,
and not thou", you take the false step of trying to manifest the Infinite
through the sense-world. That brings struggles and evils into the world, but
after a time renunciation must come, eternal renunciation. The little "I" is
dead and gone. Why care so much for this little life? All these vain desires
of living and enjoying this life, here or in some other place, bring death.
If we are developed from animals, the animals also may be degraded men. How
do you know it is not so? You have seen that the proof of evolution is
simply this: you find a series of bodies from the lowest to the highest
rising in a gradually ascending scale. But from that how can you insist that
it is always from the lower upwards, and never from the higher downwards?
The argument applies both ways, and if anything is true, I believe it is
that the series is repeating itself in going up and down. How can you have
evolution without involution? Our struggle for the higher life shows that we
have been degraded from a high state. It must be so, only it may vary as to
details. I always cling to the idea set forth with one voice by Christ,
Buddha, and the Vedanta, that we must all come to perfection in time, but
only by giving up this imperfection. This world is nothing. It is at best
only a hideous caricature, a shadow of the Reality. We must go to the
Reality. Renunciation will take us to It. Renunciation is the very basis of
our true life; every moment of goodness and real life that we enjoy is when
we do not think of ourselves. This little separate self must die. Then we
shall find that we are in the Real, and that Reality is God, and He is our
own true nature, and He is always in us and with us. Let us live in Him and
stand in Him. It is the only joyful state of existence. Life on the plane of
the Spirit is the only life, and let us all try to attain to this
realisation.