The Poetical Works of Thomas Hood/The Dream of Eugene Aram
THE DREAM OF EUGENE ARAM.
'Twas in the prime of summer time,An evening calm and cool,And four-and-twenty happy boysCame bounding out of school:There were some that ran, and some that leapt,Like troutlets in a pool.
Away they sped with gamesome minds,And souls untouched by sin;To a level mead they came, and thereThey drave the wickets in:Pleasantly shone the setting sunOver the town of Lynn.
Like sportive deer they coursed about,And shouted as they ran,—Turning to mirth all things of earth,As only boyhood can;But the Usher sat remote from all,A melancholy man!
His hat was off, his vest apart,To catch heaven's blessed breeze;For a burning thought was in his brow,And his bosom ill at ease:So he leaned his head on his hands, and readThe book between his knees!
Leaf after leaf he turned it o'erNor ever glanced aside,For the peace of his soul he read that bookIn the golden eventide:Much study had made him very lean,And pale, and leaden-eyed.
At last he shut the ponderous tome,With a fast and fervent graspHe strained the dusky covers close,And fixed the brazen hasp;"Oh, God! could I so close my mind,And clasp it with a clasp!"
Then leaping on his feet upright,Some moody turns he took,—Now up the mead, then down the mead,And past a shady nook,—And lo! he saw a little boyThat pored upon a book.
"My gentle lad, what is't you read—Romance or fairy fable?Or is it some historic page,Of kings and crowns unstable?"The young boy gave an upward glance,—"It is 'The Death of Abel.'"
The Usher took six hasty strides,As smit with sudden pain,—Six hasty strides beyond the place,Then slowly back again;And down he sat beside the lad,And talked with him of Cain;
And, long since then, of bloody men,Whose deeds tradition saves;Of lonely folks cut off unseen,And hid in sudden graves;Of horrid stabs, in groves forlorn,And murders done in caves;
And how the sprites of injured menShriek upward from the sod,—Ay, how the ghostly hand will pointTo show the burial clod;And unknown facts of guilty actsAre seen in dreams from God!
He told how murderers walk the earthBeneath the curse of Cain,—With crimson clouds before their eyes,And flames about their brain:For blood has left upon their soulsIts everlasting stain!
"And well," quoth he, "I know for truth,Their pangs must be extreme,—Woe, woe, unutterable woe,—Who spill life's sacred stream!For why? Methought, last night, I wroughtA murder, in a dream!
"One that had never done me wrong—A feeble man and old;I led him to a lonely field,—The moon shone clear and cold:Now here, said I, this man shall die,And I will have his gold!
"Two sudden blows with a ragged stick,And one with a heavy stone,One hurried gash with a hasty knife,—And then the deed was done:There was nothing lying at my footBut lifeless flesh and bone!
"Nothing but lifeless flesh and bone,That could not do me ill;And yet I feared him all the more,For lying there so still:There was a manhood in his look,That murder could not kill!
"And lo! the universal airSeemed lit with ghastly flame;—Ten thousand thousand dreadful eyesWere looking down in blame:I took the dead man by his hand,And called upon his name!
"O God! it made me quake to seeSuch sense within the slain!But when I touched the lifeless clay,The blood gushed out amain!For every clot, a burning spotWas scorching in my brain!
"My head was like an ardent coal,My heart as solid ice;My wretched, wretched soul, I knew,Was at the Devil's price:A dozen times I groaned; the deadHad never groaned but twice!
"And now, from forth the frowning sky,From the Heaven's topmost height,I heard a voice—the awful voiceOf the blood-avenging sprite:—'Thou guilty man! take up thy deadAnd hide it from my sight!'
"I took the dreary body up,And cast it in a stream,—A sluggish water, black as ink,The depth was so extreme:—My gentle boy, remember thisIs nothing but a dream!
"Down went the corse with a hollow plunge,And vanished in the pool;Anon I cleansed my bloody hands,And washed my forehead cool,And sat among the urchins young,That evening, in the school.
"Oh, Heaven! to think of their white souls,And mine so black and grim!I could not share in childish prayer,Nor join in evening hymn:Like a devil of the pit I seemed,'Mid holy cherubim!
"And peace went with them, one and all,And each calm pillow spread;But Guilt was my grim chamberlainThat lighted me to bed;And drew my midnight curtains round,With fingers bloody red!
"All night I lay in agony,In anguish dark and deep;My fevered eyes I dared not close,But stared aghast at Sleep:For Sin had rendered unto herThe keys of hell to keep!
"All night I lay in agony,From weary chime to chime,With one besetting horrid hint,That racked me all the time;A mighty yearning, like the firstFierce impulse unto crime!
"One stern, tyrannic thought, that madeAll other thoughts its slave;Stronger and stronger every pulseDid that temptation crave,—Still urging me to go and seeThe Dead Man in his grave!
"Heavily I rose up, as soonAs light was in the sky,And sought the black accurséd poolWith a wild misgiving eye:And I saw the Dead in the river bed,For the faithless stream was dry.
"Merrily rose the lark, and shookThe dewdrop from its wing;But I never marked its morning flight,I never heard it sing:For I was stooping once againUnder the horrid thing.
"With breathless speed, like a soul in chase,I took him up and ran;—There was no time to dig a graveBefore the day began:In a lonesome wood, with heaps of leaves,I hid the murdered man!
"And all that day I read in school,But my thought was other where;As soon as the mid-day task was done,In secret I was there:And a mighty wind had swept the leaves,And still the corse was bare!
"Then down I cast me on my face,And first began to weep,For I knew my secret then was oneThat earth refused to keep:Or land or sea, though he should beTen thousand fathoms deep.
"So wills the fierce avenging Sprite,Till blood for blood atones!Ay, though he's buried in a cave,And trodden down with stones,And years have rotted off his flesh,—The world shall see his bones!
"Oh God! that horrid, horrid dreamBesets me now awake!Again—again, with dizzy brain,The human life I take;And my red right hand grows raging hot,Like Cranmer's at the stake.
"And still no peace for the restless clay,Will wave or mould allow;The horrid thing pursues my soul,—It stands before me now!"The fearful Boy looked up, and sawHuge drops upon his brow.
That very night, while gentle sleepThe urchin eyelids kissed,Two stern-faced men set out from LynnThrough the cold and heavy mist:And Eugene Aram walked betweenWith gyves upon his wrist.