Thirty Poems/Waiting by the Gate
WAITING BY THE GATE.
Beside a massive gateway built up in years gone by,Upon whose top the clouds in eternal shadow lie,While streams the evening sunshine on quiet wood and lea,I stand and calmly wait till the hinges turn for me.
The tree tops faintly rustle beneath the breeze's flight,A soft and soothing sound, yet it whispers of the night; I hear the woodthrush piping one mellow descant more,And scent the flowers that blow when the heat of day is o'er.
Behold the portals open, and o'er the threshold, now,There steps a weary one with a pale and furrowed brow;His count of years is full, his allotted task is wrought;He passes to his rest from a place that needs him not.
In sadness then I ponder how quickly fleets the hourOf human strength and action, man's courage and his power.I muse while still the woodthrush sings down the golden day,And as I look and listen the sadness wears away.
Again the hinges turn, and a youth, departing, throwsA look of longing backward, and sorrowfully goes;A blooming maid, unbinding the roses from her hair,Moves mournfully away from amidst the young and fair.
Oh glory of our race that so suddenly decays!Oh crimson flush of morning that darkens as we gate!Oh breath of summer blossoms that on the restless airScatters moment's sweetness and flies we know not where!
I grieve for life's bright promise, just shown and then withdrawn;But still the sun shines round me: the evening bird sings on, And I again am soothed, and, beside the ancient gate,In this soft evening sunlight, I calmly stand and wait.
Once more the gates are opened; an infant group go out,The sweet smile quenched forever, and stilled the sprightly shout.Oh frail, frail tree of Life, that upon the greensward strowsIts fair young buds unopened, with every wind that blows!
So come from every region, so enter, side by side,The strong and faint of spirit, the meek and men of pride.Steps of earth's great and mighty, between those pillars gray,And prints of little feet, mark the dust along the way.
And some approach the threshold whose looks are blank with fear,And some whose temples brighten with joy in drawing near,As if they saw dear faces, and caught the gracious eyeOf Him, the Sinless Teacher, who came for us to die.
I mark the joy, the terror; yet these, within my heart,Can neither wake the dread nor the longing to depart;And, in the sunshine streaming on quiet wood and lea,I stand and calmly wait till the hinges turn for me.