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hither, to whom shall I belong, for whose sake am I mad? What shall I do? What shall I undertake? What will avail me? A very hard life have I!'
1169. "Again she says: 'I will not wither the rose-like beauty. I will attempt somewhat; perchance God will protect me from my foe. What reasonable man slays himself before death (comes)?[1] When he is in trouble, then it needs that the intelligent should have his wits!'
1170. "She called the eunuchs, and said: 'Hearken, come to reason! You are deceived, mistaken as to my royalty[2]; your lord is in error in desiring me for a daughter-in-law. In vain, alas! sounds he for me the trumpet, the kettledrum and clarion.[3]
1171. "'I am not suited[4] to be your queen; elsewhither leads my path. God keep man far from me, be he sunfaced, cypress-formed![5] You beg of me something different; my business is of another kind. With you my life beseems me not.
1172. "'Without fail I shall slay myself, I shall strike a knife into my heart; your lord will kill you, you will have no time of tarrying in the world. This then is better: I will give you the weighty treasure wherewith my waist is girded, let me steal away, let me go free, lest you regret.'
1173. "She undid the pearls and gems that girdled her; she doffed, too, the crown, transparent, of a whole ruby; she gave them, she said: 'Take them, with burning heart I implore you; let me go, and you will have paid a great debt to your God!'
1174. "The slaves were greedy for her costly treasure, they forgot the fear of the king as of a bellman,[6] they resolved to let her of the peerless face escape. See what gold doth, that crook from a devilish root![7]
1175. "Gold never gives joy to them that love it; till the